Hello

It’s been an uneventful monday, no job offers for the holidays yet :( so i’ve been reading whenever i can, just a few hours away from finishing the first book of hunger games! In fact i don’t think i can find one with the flood of fresh poly grads and uni people on holiday, my one month offer is just too pathetic :( surfing helps to kill time too.. loads of it, effectively mwahaha. All sorts of recipe websites i’ve hopped onto and i can’t wait to experiment in the kitchen. Just hoping for a strong stomach to sustain my concoctions. Weekends fly by with dear d and churchies, and i’d willingly take hours of bus rides to dover and back just for dinners because i am free hahaha. Last weekend was very very interesting, it was almost disastrous on friday other than it was eating’s birthday so it was still cool in the end :) i’m so sorry i made everyone so uptight because of me, but all is really well now so thank you guys lovelove. I’m a very strong girl don’t worry! Saturday morning was spent reading When God writes your love story in subway, before the day continued to unfold perfectly with d, it was a perfect date :) ironed out so many things and i’m just very glad we’re pretty much ourselves again. & the night was so clear, i’m pretty damn sure it was the starriest night i ever witnessed. Eating macs, m&m’s and talking about everything under the moon by the breakwaters felt like i was out of this weary city; bliss. Oh my 5 years old havianas finally gave way that night, and so did my some of my stubborn perceptions..

So over that weekend i’ve learned a great deal, and i hope i rmb those lessons and never repeat them again. & it’s gonna be such a long and arduous journey from now, trying to ease tensions and misunderstandings.. But I really do hope it’s gonna be a happy ending. 

To anyone out there going through a hard time, hang in there, God will guide :)